Saturday, February 21, 2009
Well m back here again.. once again u know wat kinda post m gonna post..=/ Well e standard emo-ish post..
Hmm juz dunno why ba.. today i juz felt so dwn and low plus rather emo-ish...
Firtsly.. at work is juz so stress with my italian chef barking around and making his pressence known.. which juz pisses people off actually. Things that he can do his own.. but nvr wanna do.. all along is juz bossing people around.. GRR!!!
Next issue well.. guess is time i have to say, i juz wanna give up hope on these grp already.. No point to keep trying to hold on to things that juz will not be united.. no matter how much u tried.. it juz keep breaking.. All leading their own personal lives.. and stuff, one tat juz DUN bother REPLYing My SMS.., one that goes into e clubbing scene, e other, busy working and earning money, which really not much time plus gt his own friends.. e rest, nothing much to comment on.. except these main people... So well i decided to juz give up on this group bcoz no point all of them is leading their own lives.. when to me some are vry important people to me... =( My only group of friends that juz goes down to the drain after one yr of close friendship... and it just breaks off.. Maybe is my fault? *m really wondering*
Lastly, well this kinda dunno whether it concerns u actually, but i juz wanna spend alot of my time with u..sacrificing some of my time to be with u.. but on one hand a fear that makes u feel irritated and stuff that im very sticky.. and intruding into ur personal life... somehow though u gave me all ur assurance, but i still feel insecured.. and so many thigns i juz wanna tell u, however i do not know how to put it into words.. thus can only do it in actions... and at times there are things i juz meant in opposite meaning..
do not really know wat to write... bcoz too many thoughts are on my mind.. but for sure one thing is the group is gonna break... NiteZ
| thX to e loRd for everything and god BLESS u.. =) ameN! |
BaldoviN signinG oFF.. =D
IT doeS proVE thaT i exisT...BaldoviN
00:06



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